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As the title of this journal says, I'm still feeling depressed about what happened a while ago.
Its affected me to the point where I just can't get the same amount of enjoyment out of games and other things as I did before that dreadful event
While I may be enjoying them, my mind is still constantly going back to that whole thing and I just feel so damned tired and depressed.....
I never really experienced anything like this back when I was a kid, the closest thing was this one guy I used to be pals with in high school, he stole some Original Xbox games from me when I told him, one of the times he was visiting me, that I would no longer lend out games due to some prior events where other guys at the school had borrowed games from me and been avoiding me when I was asking to have the games back.
I was angry at that time, not really saddened since I hadn't known him for as long, the guy had quite the history of making up things as he claims he once had been locked out of his house for a whole night and that his parents didn't hear him at all when he banged on the front door and that one time when the local military had a Regementets Dag, a sort of open event for civilians to come and look at the military and even ride in their vehicles alongside soldiers, they opened fire while he was with some soldiers in a tank.
My mom had been quick to point out to him that they would not do something like that since she had gone to the same kind of event with her father, who was in the military himself, and they have strict rules about that sort of thing, he had gotten a bit peeved at that point if I recall right when my mom said that.
But anyway, I'm really not feeling mentally well, its not suicidal thoughts or anything, just this really intense sadness that won't let go.
  • Listening to: Various game songs
  • Reading: Comics and books
  • Watching: Bones and The Walking Dead
  • Playing: Tom Clancy's The Division on PS4
  • Eating: Mixed food
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
Decided to finally buy Dark Souls 3 on Steam.
Now, I never completely played through the second game, but I have seen people say that DS3 is actually much better then the second game on so many levels.
And I've seen some gameplay of the game, yeah I know you're not supposed to do that sort of thing if you intend to play a Souls game, but I wasn't too sure if it was worth getting before I had seen the footage.
Most DS3 videos I've seen are from TearofGrace's current playthrough and he's having a blast, even though it is a tough game to get through, I especially loved the point where he encounters this rather amusing fella by the name of Siegward of Catarina.
This guy, he talks almost exactly like Winnie the Pooh and he seems to be a bit aloof most of the time, although he appears to be a, what the Dark Souls community calls, sunbro as he praises the sun much like Solaire of Astora from the first DS game.
Well, I've picked up my copy of Ratchet & Clank for the PS4 at the local GameStop store and it is a lot of fun.
But I'm gonna be honest here and say that my normally happy mood that I have when I pick up and play a fun game like this has been quite dampened by what happened during the weekend.
I just hope things get better with time and that it will go back to what it was before all that.
And I actually went ahead and pre-ordered the new Doom game for PC while I was there, everyone who pre-orders the game gets this limited edition called the UAC edition.
Its gonna include a UAC poster, some fabric patches with the UAC logo for you to put on your favorite clothes and a handbook for new employees at the UAC corporation.
This reboot looks really good and its nice that they're returning to the original style of the game, although I did think Doom 3 was still a good game by its own merits especially with the creepy atmosphere.
Here are some trailers for it:

Campaign trailer:

Official multiplayer trailer:

Fight like Hell cinematic trailer:
  • Listening to: Various game songs
  • Reading: Comics and books
  • Watching: Bones and The Walking Dead
  • Playing: Tom Clancy's The Division on PS4
  • Eating: Mixed food
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
This weekend is off to a really bad start.
As of today, I've lost my for almost 8 year old friend :iconxahnos: because of something I said yesterday.
The thing I said was meant to be a joke remark to something he said to me on Steam, but apparently he doesn't take things like that well and he blocked me there.
I earlier today sent him a note on Furaffinity about that things don't seem to be working out between us and that we perhaps should quit being friends and forget about each other, he had read the note and gone as far as to block me here on dA and FA.
Needless to say, I feel really sad about losing a good friend like him, but to be honest he had changed ever since I met him here on dA, he used to be such a joyful guy and a blast to play games with.
But now he's become mostly bitter, he claims he's "grown up" but really, do a grown up man act like that when someone jokes back at them?
I'm greatly saddened at that things turned out this way, Xahnos...
  • Listening to: Various game songs
  • Reading: Comics and books
  • Watching: Bones and The Walking Dead
  • Playing: Tom Clancy's The Division on PS4
  • Eating: Mixed food
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
So Sony recently released the 3.50 Firmware update that came with a lot of good things, but one of the things they did not mention in the notes was that 4TB HDDs can now be installed in the PS4 without any glitches.
And I've been thinking about upgrading my PS4's HDD for a while now.
Does anyone here have good tips on a good 4TB HDD for a Pal version PS4?
As the title of this journal says, I'm still feeling depressed about what happened a while ago.
Its affected me to the point where I just can't get the same amount of enjoyment out of games and other things as I did before that dreadful event
While I may be enjoying them, my mind is still constantly going back to that whole thing and I just feel so damned tired and depressed.....
I never really experienced anything like this back when I was a kid, the closest thing was this one guy I used to be pals with in high school, he stole some Original Xbox games from me when I told him, one of the times he was visiting me, that I would no longer lend out games due to some prior events where other guys at the school had borrowed games from me and been avoiding me when I was asking to have the games back.
I was angry at that time, not really saddened since I hadn't known him for as long, the guy had quite the history of making up things as he claims he once had been locked out of his house for a whole night and that his parents didn't hear him at all when he banged on the front door and that one time when the local military had a Regementets Dag, a sort of open event for civilians to come and look at the military and even ride in their vehicles alongside soldiers, they opened fire while he was with some soldiers in a tank.
My mom had been quick to point out to him that they would not do something like that since she had gone to the same kind of event with her father, who was in the military himself, and they have strict rules about that sort of thing, he had gotten a bit peeved at that point if I recall right when my mom said that.
But anyway, I'm really not feeling mentally well, its not suicidal thoughts or anything, just this really intense sadness that won't let go.
  • Listening to: Various game songs
  • Reading: Comics and books
  • Watching: Bones and The Walking Dead
  • Playing: Tom Clancy's The Division on PS4
  • Eating: Mixed food
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max

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Favorite game consoles: PC, Nintendo Wii, Nintendo DS, Game Boy Advance, PS2, PS3, PS1, SNES, Nintendo 64, Atari ST, iPhone 4.
Favourite cartoon character: Vash The Stampede and The Punisher
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:iconlombaxchaoly:
LombaxChaoLy Featured By Owner 22 hours ago  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you for the watch! :)
(Hope you feel happier soon.)
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:iconcommanderhavoc:
commanderhavoc Featured By Owner 22 hours ago
You're welcome. :)
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:icondestiny3000:
Destiny3000 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
What an incredible gallery you have!
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:iconcommanderhavoc:
commanderhavoc Featured By Owner 2 days ago
I didn't draw that stuff, its done by friends of mine as either requests, gifts or Point Commissions.
Please read the descriptions.
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:icondestiny3000:
Destiny3000 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Strangely enough, about 70% of mine isn't my own either, and I STRONGLY state these facts in the descriptions.

Some are from other websites that are linked, and other DeviantArtists who are tagged and stated that the work is not mine. It is in my gallery because either stuff gets deleted, or lost, or someone closes an account and the work probably gone forever!

Even a Human-Xenomorph Hybrid called "The Hybrid - By :iconyunners: Yunners is in my gallery because he had deleted it ages ago, was in my favourites, and managed to retrieve it via a search engine.
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YarkarioLu Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
Oh hello. 
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:iconcommanderhavoc:
commanderhavoc Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Heh, hey. XD
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:iconyarkariolu:
YarkarioLu Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
What up fuzzball!?
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commanderhavoc Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Not much. XP
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ekoi1995 Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for watching! :) :heart:
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